My Future Will Miss You

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اليوم..كان سيبلغ السادسة والاربعين

My uncle

funny, generous, big nose,
hoary-headed,and beloved, he was

he was a bliss,
a good man
great man


A man did for others
more than for himself
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I lost that man

I lost more than a man I used to
call him "uncle"

I lost the unconditionally love he
drowned me with

I lost a feeling that I will not recover
,,,ever

I lost a goal
a goal to make him proud

and I lost many "5 KD" on every 3eed



But also he was A man who would
not accept To be a negative influent

So,, he wont be

As much as the pain is,
As much as the agony is,
He will not be a causation for any more sadness

I will not make him a cause for my unhappiness

I will not make him an excuse for failure,

I will not take him an excuse to slack, curse,
scowl,or to smoke a cigarette


Because I have a date
A date in heaven

So,, I shall work hard
Hard enough
For goodnes
I will function my
role in this life as good as I can

So when that day comes
When God will free me from this life


When that day comes
I'll meet my uncle

I'll tell him:
I missed you

& he will say:
I'm proud of you my daughter

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